Well wow I have not used this in forever, in fact, I am surprised I remembered the log in. Well Nate is in the past, I couldn’t care less about him. I am now in love. And his name isn’t Vlad like you all might think from my last relationship of 2 years. His name is Ryan Ballinger. And he is a life long friend that became the love of my life. Surprised? I was too. Haha I guess we will see where this adventure will take me in life.
It has to happen. Because you will never be who you were. You’re enjoying your fame. Goodluck. Spread lies and rumors about me, ill tell them the truth. What you’ve done. I will forever remember you as who you were, and i will forget who you now are. That doesnt mean im forgiving and forgetting, it means ill keep the real you in the back of my mind. And when you come around again, if you ever do, dont count on me.
|—||Smile Empty Soul- with this knife|
I hate you. That wont change. You’ve done your worst, and im down and bleeding. You win. Fine. Give me my closure. Let me move on without your lying sack of shit personalitly. I dare you. Sit down and have a real conversation with me. I hope when you see the pain you’ve caused me, you are guilty. I cant wish any more guilt or regret apon you. When i see you look at me, i wonder what you could possibly be thinking. Do you want to talk to me? Do you want to curse me out? Or are you just looking at another girl behind me? All i will ever ask of you, for the rest of our lives, is for my closure. Serious closure.